Whatever you've done.
No matter how terrible it is.
I don't care.
Marry me today.
Tell me everything tomorrow.

"Love can see through anything. If you love someone, you could forgive them for all of the crazy and idiotic things they do. Love is a leap of faith and sometimes you just have to jump."
-Nick, Labor Pains



It just makes me sad how everything around me screams about how pathetic I am about you.
I demand I'm not.
You know, I can fool myself into not thinking about you.
But telling the lie that I am not in love with you anymore is a different thing.
You don't know how much I wish everything was different.
And how much crushed I feel about the thought that you might be with someone new.
That you're already in love with someone else.
You have no idea how I desperately hope it's still me.
Cos it's still you.
It has always been you.

Him: You're too preoccupied thinking about your future
that you don't see there's people in your present you need to smile and have fun with.
Me: Oh hotness, I've been through a lot of fun already. You have no idea. :))

I read:
Heartache yesterday means tears today but perfection tomorrow.
:)

Saw 500 Days Of Summer on Star Movies for the nth time.








Realized I'm more of a Summer than more of a Tom.
It made me feel better.
But then I remembered I ain't gonna be that girl again.
That girl who doesn't wanna be anybody's girlfriend..
Maybe I'll marry someday like Summer.

Hopes.
♥

* I dreamt about something last night it seemed so real I woke up *


Missing somebody?
Call.

Wanna meet up?
Invite.

Wanna be understood?
Explain.

Have questions?
Ask.

Don't like something?
Say it.

Like something?
State it.

Want something?
Ask for it.

Love someone?
Tell it.

2012's going to be great for me.
My sister said it'll be the dragon's year so GV!
In 2012, I'll be more lenient though..
I know I'll probably fall in love again,
And fall out of love maybe.
I'm gonna be 24 but will still look 18. :P
I'll work harder and be richer!

In 2012, no resolutions.
No promises.
Basta, I'm gonna be a better person.
I'm sure! :D

** The world's a screwy place. It doesn't play and work by the rules. Everybody flunks and sucks. **

It's still you.
Silly me.

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's too late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we used to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take my time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go
I should've went out with you
I should've made you my boo boy
Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules
I should've went on a date
Should've found a way to escape
Should've turned a almost into
If it happened now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

** I miss the love that was almost there **

This is my best birthday in 4 years.
Thank YOU.
:)

Dear John,

I see it all now that you're gone.
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with.
The girl in the dress cried all the way home.
I should've known.


-Savannah Curtis, Dear John